Homeward Paths

Dear dusty roadsides where the common weeds
Flourish alike in sheltered nooks or open country meads;
Dear pathways leading where the clear brook wends
Its care-free way in idly curving trends;
Where buttercups and wandering jews entwine
To grace the sod beneath a sturdy pine;
Dear common by-ways, how I love to tread
Upon thy dusty homeward trodden bed.

I love those curves that mirror o’er my way
A flood of sunbeams in the month of May;
Where daisies toss their snow-white fortune heads
And grass springs up to pad the lowly beds.
I love the pastures where each splintered rail
Repeats the oft-told pasture country tale.
I love the haunts of fairy elf and gnome;
They breathe an echo of the paths of home.

The lights of cities hold no lure for me;
From busy highways I have longed to be,
Once more a child to wander o’er the way,
My happy feet have pressed in childhood’s play.
Once more to lie and dream beneath the stars;
Or swing upon the old gates broken bars.
Once more to tread, tho’ distant I may roam
Upon the paths my footsteps know are home.

– Circa 1927

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The Figure I Moulded

I moulded the figure I would be
Beautiful, and young, and strong, and free;
High up on the mountain peak I stood
Far beneath me, rivers and wood,
Wide worlds to conquer; life seeds to sow;
And hearts to start with a warmth and glow.
Ah! Mine was a work that was calling to me
As I moulded the figure that I would be.

Long years have passed since that mountain height
Saw me first in the dawning light.
I’ve kept with the world the truce I made.
I’ve brought the sun; I’ve banished shade.
I have seen skies change from grey to blue;
But time has taken a toll on age too,
For the figure I moulded is as I’d be
If I had kept beautiful, young, strong, and free.

– Circa 1969

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A Feather

A feather fell low from a winging bird;
It fell till it dropped at my feet.
But a song held my heart imprisoned fast
Mid the din of a city street.
And I dared to think if the song were free
Would it sound but half so sweet.

I heard a song rise in an open field;
As it rose from the clean damp earth;
It was pure, it was sweet – untouched by man
As the heart that gave it birth.
A song that was full of the love of life;
A song that was full of mirth.

I tuned that song, and the feather that dropped
With a voice in a city slum,
Where a heart cried out for life to live
Far away from the dirt and scum.
I found that the voice with heart-aches and tears
All the sweeter had become.

– Circa 1929

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I’ve Got the Urge (song lyrics)

Verse:
Honey, I’ve got the urge to be loving you;
Honey-birds get the urge and they’re loving too.
Oh, we all get the urge when winters thru,
Now I’ve got the urge to love.
Honey, I’ve got the quivers up and down my spine,
The shakes and the shivers cause I know you’re mine.
The tingle and the jingle of the dinner bell
Can’t make me hurry now – I’ve got the urge, And how!

Refrain:
I’ve got the urge and I know it’s love,
The urge the birds are singing of.
Our sails are unfurled on a shining star
So close to Heaven – the gates ajar.
The pass keys’ a ring and the words – I do;
The seal is a kiss be-twixt me and you.
We’re going places that we’re both dreaming of,
Because you and I have the urge to love, urge to love.

Verse:
Honey, how little I thought and how little I knew,
Funny how skies above could be quite so blue.
Darling, I know it now ’cause since I met you,
I have hit the jackpot Love.
You gave me a kiss, set me all afire,
Say, how could I miss when you’re all I desire?
I’m willing as a shilling ’cause it’s right as rain
To wed here and now – ’cause love you, And How!

Refrain:
I’ve got the urge and I know it’s love,
The urge the birds are singing of.
Our sails are unfurled on a shining star
So close to Heaven – the gates ajar.
The pass keys’ a ring and the words – I do;
The seal is a kiss be-twixt me and you.
We’re going places that we’re both dreaming of,
Because you and I have the urge to love, urge to love.

– Circa 1929

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Thoughts of You in the Rain (song lyrics)

Verse:
The clouds have banked the sky with gray,
The wind is blowing strong.
A summer day upon the way,
The dust is rolled along.
But let the storm clouds frown upon
The lonely country lane,
Let the rains draw nigh,
Just as long as I
Have my thoughts of you in the rain.

Refrain:
Wind and rain bring thoughts of you
Closer again to me.
Tears from the sky bring thoughts of you
Waking a memory.
The storm clouds beat on window panes
Like tread of feet in country lanes.
You’re in my heart when rain drops start,
For they bring to me memories of you.
Rain from above brings thoughts of you
Closer again to me.

Verse:
The tears are falling from the sky,
And yet outside today,
From way up high where white clouds cry,
The sunbeams thread the way.
Oh, do not grieve because I weep,
I can be happy too,
But the storm clouds bring
With a rush and sting
My thoughts of you.

Refrain:
Wind and rain bring thoughts of you
Closer again to me.
Tears from the sky bring thoughts of you
Waking a memory.
The storm clouds beat on window panes
Like tread of feet in country Lanes.
You’re in my heart when rain drops start,
For they bring to me memories of you.
Rain from above brings thoughts of you
Closer again to me.

– Circa 1932

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To Ernest

Each Breath of wind that lingers
Around my window pane,
Brings me thoughts of one
I love, and draws us close again.
When the sunset rays are falling,
When the dusk is waiting still,
I watch each creeping shadow
Slowly mask the distant hill.
I love him more than life itself,
Just why I do not know;
I guess because ’twas meant I should,
God must have planned it so.
Just let me do for him each hour,
Each minute of the day
Some little task to cast a flood
Of sunshine o’er his way.
O let me share his heartaches,
Whatever they may be:
Just let me love him as I would;
He means so much to me.

– Dated 1929 and signed “Betty Lee” (one of the
names Betty Chabot used during this period
of her life)

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Pan

I heard the Pipes O’ Pan today
When morn was breaking clear,
The sun had pierced the dawning clouds,
And joy was in the air.
I heard a footstep in the grass,
And there between the trees
I caught a lilting drift of song
Upon the morning breeze.
I knew that Pan had come to bring
A foreword of the coming spring.

– May 22, 1930

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Thoughts On Growing Old

We can grow old gracefully. I can only tell you of how aging has affected me and what I do. First – I don’t think about it. Life goes on from day to day. God (whoever that is for each of us) in the manner I have come to believe, expects that we try to lead good, clean, productive lives. If we follow words of wisdom, exercise moderately, keep our minds active, often think of others – give our best to help in times of need or otherwise, daily seek to learn new things and to expand our ideas – then we will grow old gracefully and not even realize we are near the peak. For me – I walk daily. Having no car it is either the bus or “Shanks Mare” so to speak. We have a stationary exercise bike, also a rowing machine and treadmill walker in our senior’s building. I do my best to bike every day, three kilometers at a time. If I become slack and don’t cycle for a few days, then, when I start again I might be able to only do just one kilometer. So I try to keep up daily exercise and before long I may even may even surpass the three. I use the rowing machine also, but not the treadmill. We have an exercise class every Thursday AM for one hour in which we do exercises at our own pace. We have a teacher and these morning classes are fun sessions with good participation. I keep my mind active with constant reading, writing, and group participation. I also keep my hands and fingers busy with crafts. We all have something to share with others and, when you share, you will find that the aging process is one you scarcely notice. Your face reflects the thoughts that are inside you. You demeanor reflects the way you live and your view of life. Have peace and your sense of peace will radiate to others – so don’t sit back and vegetate. Believe that life is worth living – it really is. We all have our aches and pains, our trials and temptations. Yes, even an 85 year old woman has temptations – but these things can be forgotten in the pursuit of gracious living activities. Live your life to the fullest of your own potential and you will grow old gracefully – and when the day comes it will be like the gentle opening of a door set in a beautiful, garden wall.

– 1995, at 85 years of age

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Death is…

Death is only an old door
set in a garden wall;
On gentle hinges at dusk
when the thrushes call.
A…(unfinished)

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Mysteries of Night

The midnight moon
With a soothing croon
Swings high in the darkened hue;
The rustling trees
And the swaying breeze
Sing soft, low lullabys too.
And a silver note
From a tiny throat
Echos in nightly blue.

The hidden lores
From the mighty shores
Have lures that gleam in the night.
The silver stars
O’er the midnight bars
Send out their romance bright.
And the small firefly
In the air on high
Glows it’s sparkling light.

– Circa 1919

 

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